And through my moments of Doubt and Faith

I hold in my heart the knowledge of who I really am

and why I have come here.

Awaiting the day when I can fully embrace this.

And to my true self,

I love you,

I'm sorry,

please forgive me,

thank you.

Running for Hope

For the past few days I have been going

out for jogs with my work out partners

Lady Gaga and Rihanna. FYI

Disco Heaven is the perfect Elliptical

Trainer song.

Any way,

I have found that running has stirred up

a lot of emotions in me. And last nights

excursion found me in an interesting

head space. My consciousness was

floating up in my head and I didn't

even realize that I was running.

I feel it today 

though.

 I also feel more at peace about the

worlds situation. All I can do is my

part and I have to let that be enough.

I am not helping the world by dwelling

in misery. I want to celebrate the beauty

that remains and not focus

on what is being lost.

I am so tired of watching television

and eating. I just want to move

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*Anything!*

It feels so good to move, I feel so alive

when I am running. Summer is here

and I want to live. It feels like

the last few years of my life have

been a perpetual Winter.

Now is my time to shine.

And run.